More Dancing

This last winter I have really been off my game. I have not been to my belly dancing class as much and I have not had time to surf.

This last Monday I went back to class. It was just what I needed. The last few months have been so depressing for me. I have not wanted to whine about it and I even missed a few blogs, because I couldn't find anything good to write about.

This week, after my class I found the inspiration for my next dance. It feels so good to see it all come together. I rediscovered a song I had loved before and now I am totally obsessed by it. It helps to be passionate about what you are doing.

There is a band I like and they always are so jubilant when they start their albums. Every time they come out with a new CD, the first song and they are dropping bombs and are so happy. It is just sheer joy and I listen to them a lot when I am going to the beach and I have my board with me. It makes me feel like I can do anything.

It has not been easy with suddenly being unemployed and feeling as if I don't have anything really important to do. Dancing is not going to save me, I am too old to be a professional dancer now. It just helps to get the blood flowing and help me think of my next performance. It also helps the think there are good things still left to accomplish.