Right now

I have not been able to go out the beach with all this rain. I do take care and I don’t go out after a rain storm, too dirty. It has also been cold and I would need my booties as well. Not that much fun to surf like that, but it can be done.

In the mean time I have been raising my chicks and they are getting bigger every day. It true I need to pay attention to them right now. For exercise I have been keeping up with my dancing and I have an upcoming performance March 8th at Coffee Haven in Long Beach. There will be another date April 19th. They are both Sundays and there is no cover charge.

The bad thing is that I haven’t had the time to myself I usually do. Time to clear my head and be alone for a while; right now I am just doing things for everyone else. It’s not that I don’t normally it’s just that I usually get a break. With no break in sight it makes me ants-y.

Right now I have too much time to worry about everything and everyone. I am getting a bit stir-crazy. I miss the taste of salt water and the smell of the ocean as soon as I get to the beach. With the windows rolled down just so I can smell it.

There has been a lot on my plate and a lot to worry about. Times are tough and not getting that much better. The only plain I have is to be more frugal therefore I get some laying hens. The dancing is to get myself some tip money and keep dancing so I lose weight. I don’t want to gain anything and then once its clear get back on my board and just about sink it.

The great thing about all the rain is that my lettuce and tomatoes are growing. As well as my flowers, in the next month or so I should have a good head start to my summer garden.

Yesterday I was stuck in my writing and had to take a walk around the block just to clear my head. I hadn’t slept well either and that hadn’t helped. The thing that was bothering me the most was really being cooped up so much. I did get to go to a show and a reading last week, so it’s not that I have been staying home. I just needed to get some fresh air. Those things are fun but they are city things. I really like being in the water and doing something good for myself. Sometimes I need to go to museums and shows. I also need to get into the water and that’s what is missing right now.