Recoup

This last week I have had a cold and I have been unable to do my walks, or belly dance and no surfing.

The only to do is recoup and stay in, drink juice and take my cough syrup. Not much fun. On the other hand, I have been doing so much, Its nice to take it easy for a while. Since I don't have a job I have the luxury of time to get better.

That may all be going away soon, and while I have a projects I wished I had finished, the thing is I need to get paid. The spring cleaning projects I have planned can still get done, I just can't spend all day on them. Weekend projects for now.

With all the walking I have been doing my feet have really taken a beating, so its nice for them to get a rest as well. At night I put on a heavy cream to help them heal. This week I have also had time to do some writing and that makes me feel good. Its true when you lose your job it makes you question your worth, there is nothing to be done but heal from that. It has taken me months, and only after getting out there and walking and doing other things that make me feel good, do I have the courage to keep going.

There are nice things about being home all the time, and taking care of the house. Its just that doesn't pay the bills and sooner or later we all have to pull up our socks and get out there.