Getting it out there

There are times we have to be quite and listen and other times we need to speak up. One thing that is hard for me to speak up when I need to, I have a tendency to keep things too much to myself.

I just don’t want to complain all the time. I would rather be peaceful; I just have to balance that with speaking up for what I want. There always seems to be one in the family that wants to throw things and the other that wants to collect things.

I have been thinning down my collection of Barbie’s. In the past I have enjoyed them and I love all the outfits. Now, I would rather have the nice outfits than just look at a plastic model show off all her cool outfits and bags.

It would also make me happy to get in and out of all of my rooms in the house and enjoy them. Rather than have all the clutter around. Once I get that done, I don’t want to fill it with and thing else and I need the rest of my family on board.


There are other things I need to get off my chest; I just can’t do it all at once. The one thing I can do is keep working towards my goal of losing weight and being healthier. I have lost two more pounds this week and feel so much better.

I am going to get back out on my surf board, losing all this weight will help me to be better out there. And I will get to relax more and get out of the house. I can’t afford to go out all the time but I can’t stay in all the time either. Low cost outings are the order of the day.

As for the rest, I will get it out in the open and get it off my chest. I need to in order to move on. Otherwise I will just end up holding on to all this toxic mess and that does no one any good. Losing two more pounds does me good, I have to say. Just getting it out there.